Imagine

I like this song very much until I could repeat it for whole days...

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Penang again....

I went to Penang fot the past few days....oh yeah I'm back to M'sia for those that hasnt know...hehee. The trip was great, I havent been to travel with the childhood friends for some time. Good sun, nice view, pretty girl and tasty food were all the ingredients of this wonderful trip.....too bad some people just couldnt join us.....pity them, missed all the good time....haaa

Bye bye 4th year

Congratulation to the 5th year senior who've just finished their final presentation...you guys are graduate architect now and its my turn to think what should I undertake for my dissertation. Next year will be my final year in uni, hopefully everything could be proceeded smoothly. Sometimes I couldnt believe that I have been studying architecture for 5 years. I think my secondary school teacher would never expect that a rebellious student like me would become an architect...

I feel much more better now..actually it's nothing important...I just feel a bit embarassed for being so emo, that's all. she's still my good friend and I'll be more happy in this way I think.....life is full of up and down, I'll make it through...

My first....

When Jenny gone...I could hardly feel the pain on my chest, actually I couldnt feel anything at that time other than the feeling of dying. My mind was blank and my body was souless. I still remember the last word she said to me. I was holding her left hand and it was very cold. She was asking me wheather she looks terrible, I told her she was the most beautiful girl that I've ever seen. I kissed her on her hand and begged her to be tough...She was too weak to talk so I moved my head closely to her lips so that I can clearly hear what she said. She said to me :" I love you zhu zhu, you have to be brave, promise me.." "I love you too bibi, I promise.." I replied her. She then kissed me on my cheek and tears were dropping from her eyes..after that she said sorry and thank you to her parents and her sister. I wanted to hug her but the doctors and nurses don't allow me to...so I held her hand until her last breath...

I was 18, and I'm 24 now..we were together for 3 months...

Thanks Sk, Ck, Kum, Sean and Jien Tink for accompanying me in that difficult period..you guys are really great..

too bad I was dumped by girls twice after that....when I was 20 and 21...none of the relationships could last more than 3 months. There were few girls that I've fallen in love after that but none of them worked out as well. The pain on my chest this time was the worst compared to before...maybe because in the past few years I didn't allow myself to fall in love easily, so this time I have given too much probably??

.....I dun wanna talk......I just wanna be alone.......therefore I'll walk away....

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When heart is still in pain...you'll talk less....because you have no idea what you should talk about...the mind is blank most of the time.....nevertheless only time can heal this wound which you have created by yourself.

your stories, my stories and his/her stories

Everything in this world has the stories of their own...you have your stories, I have mine, even a tree has its stories. What makes a story worth to be remembered? I think it would be the story that is shared by people and being privatised by them that makes it different from others. People was asking me, why do I like to take pictures? I think it is because I like to tell stories through my lenses. All pictures tell stories and it is not merely the images itself but also the stories of the photographer...another funny thing that I like about photography is that everyone has a totally different understanding and observation on the picture that they've seen...isn't that interesting?
































I never touch up these pics with photoshop....

Gonna go home in 1 week time and I have decided to leave the "baggage" in Launie and hopefully a different life could be taking place when I go back home...

I came across this article which posted by my friend on facebook...

“Architecture students aren’t like other students,” Allen says. “They’ve always worked a damned sight harder. You won’t find them living up to the student stereotype. “Hundred-hour weeks are quite normal,” Allen says. “Flatmates never get to see them. They’re strangers in their own home because they’re here working till dawn day after day.”

It has to be like that, she adds. “Architecture is an immensely broad subject. It straddles arts and sciences. You have to learn the past 200 years of knowledge about building, cities, landscapes, sociology. And you have to have designed — and come up with the brief and the site for — five or six buildings by the time you leave, right down to the smallest detail. And then you’ve got to learn actually how to be an architect — the law, the business, the contracts, running a team. You just can’t do it in less than seven intense years.”

the full article: http://entertainment.timesonline.co.uk/tol/arts_and_entertainment/visual_arts/architecture_and_design/article6875085.ece

I'm officially finished my 4th year!!!! Next year will be my final year in uni...before I eligible to become an architect....

My new altitude...

Haha....recently I have a new altitude...which is - I dont give a shit on everything....fuck it lah!!

Speechless....

I dont do much of talking these days..it seems like the more I talk the more mistake I'll make.....when everything is ruined....what have left is just memories, which everything would not be the same anymore......

Its my problem, not yours

Well, if you tell a girl that you like her, and she replied that she doesnt know how to respond, and said that it is her problem and not your problem, actually the exact answer is "I don't like you, but I dont want to make you feel bad and embarrassed, so I rather say it is my problem and not yours....of course you wont have any problem because I just dont fucking care about you!!"

That means you wont get a chance no matter what, because you talk more to her through msn compared to the real life....only one word can represent this situation- pathetic because god invented mouth for you to talk unfortunately you were typing....how pathetic man.....

Another pathetic situation is you have been telling her you have fallen in love to her, but you never get any answer. She wont tell u wheather the feeling is mutual or not. Funny thing is that she will treats you like you never tell her anything...

Another funny thing is, all this things happen on the basis that no one is responsible for the cause and outcome. That means, you couldnt blame anyone on what had happened and if you really wanted to, just point the finger to yourselves. However believe me, blaming yourselves wont makes you feel better...

Besides, the word- "fate" becomes crucial decision on everything, because it is a good term to represents all those powerless and helpess situation, the situation where you have tried so hard but have nothing for return, fruitless endeavour... meanwhile it is also greatly used as an excuses for you to do nothing or refuse to respond to certain circumstances...for instance, you dont want to do something on some stupid reason,you will comfort yourselves by saying: well, what to do? We have no fate...."

Dun worry my friend, I'm not crazy yet, although I have been thinking about this girl every moment day and night......but sometimes life is just like that, u fallen in love to wrong people again, again, and again....where you no longer feel that you are important to others....because no one will care a shit about you...so you better take care of yourselves......

Seems like I'm just a loser in relationship. I have tried very hard to approach, but she just couldnt get into it......maybe both of us just too passive I suppose?

Saw this pic recently, cute huh? an orange get home and saw his wife is naked on bed with a banana.....yeah..i just finished my final presentation for design...yay!!

Ar Jimmy Lim visited UTAS..

Weeks ago, a famous Malaysian Architect, Ar Jimmy Lim came to UTAS to give a lecture. The lecture was soooo hilarious, he's good in "blowing water" I suppose,quite inspiring and ideas-provoking lecture. There is a small significant statement he had made which left me a great impression :" What is the morality of profitability?" Few days later we had potluck together, which attended by numbers of M'sian Architecture student in UTAS. Once again, he told us a lot of stories, he is a good story teller though. It's exciting that we had met a famous Malaysian architect in Australia.

I'm 24 now.....

Yeah..I'm 24 now and getting older and older and older, last time the aunty at the hair saloon picked few grey hair from my head...she said:"boys, u must be studying very hard.." I was surprised at 12am of 25th September...when this bunch of people rushed into my room with a cake without any warning... luckily i wasn't naked...thanks guys! you guys really surprised me..25th September is one of my happiest day in this year...I will remember it..