I'm officially finished my 4th year!!!! Next year will be my final year in uni...before I eligible to become an architect....

My new altitude...

Haha....recently I have a new altitude...which is - I dont give a shit on everything....fuck it lah!!

Speechless....

I dont do much of talking these days..it seems like the more I talk the more mistake I'll make.....when everything is ruined....what have left is just memories, which everything would not be the same anymore......

Its my problem, not yours

Well, if you tell a girl that you like her, and she replied that she doesnt know how to respond, and said that it is her problem and not your problem, actually the exact answer is "I don't like you, but I dont want to make you feel bad and embarrassed, so I rather say it is my problem and not yours....of course you wont have any problem because I just dont fucking care about you!!"

That means you wont get a chance no matter what, because you talk more to her through msn compared to the real life....only one word can represent this situation- pathetic because god invented mouth for you to talk unfortunately you were typing....how pathetic man.....

Another pathetic situation is you have been telling her you have fallen in love to her, but you never get any answer. She wont tell u wheather the feeling is mutual or not. Funny thing is that she will treats you like you never tell her anything...

Another funny thing is, all this things happen on the basis that no one is responsible for the cause and outcome. That means, you couldnt blame anyone on what had happened and if you really wanted to, just point the finger to yourselves. However believe me, blaming yourselves wont makes you feel better...

Besides, the word- "fate" becomes crucial decision on everything, because it is a good term to represents all those powerless and helpess situation, the situation where you have tried so hard but have nothing for return, fruitless endeavour... meanwhile it is also greatly used as an excuses for you to do nothing or refuse to respond to certain circumstances...for instance, you dont want to do something on some stupid reason,you will comfort yourselves by saying: well, what to do? We have no fate...."

Dun worry my friend, I'm not crazy yet, although I have been thinking about this girl every moment day and night......but sometimes life is just like that, u fallen in love to wrong people again, again, and again....where you no longer feel that you are important to others....because no one will care a shit about you...so you better take care of yourselves......

Seems like I'm just a loser in relationship. I have tried very hard to approach, but she just couldnt get into it......maybe both of us just too passive I suppose?

Saw this pic recently, cute huh? an orange get home and saw his wife is naked on bed with a banana.....yeah..i just finished my final presentation for design...yay!!

Ar Jimmy Lim visited UTAS..

Weeks ago, a famous Malaysian Architect, Ar Jimmy Lim came to UTAS to give a lecture. The lecture was soooo hilarious, he's good in "blowing water" I suppose,quite inspiring and ideas-provoking lecture. There is a small significant statement he had made which left me a great impression :" What is the morality of profitability?" Few days later we had potluck together, which attended by numbers of M'sian Architecture student in UTAS. Once again, he told us a lot of stories, he is a good story teller though. It's exciting that we had met a famous Malaysian architect in Australia.

I'm 24 now.....

Yeah..I'm 24 now and getting older and older and older, last time the aunty at the hair saloon picked few grey hair from my head...she said:"boys, u must be studying very hard.." I was surprised at 12am of 25th September...when this bunch of people rushed into my room with a cake without any warning... luckily i wasn't naked...thanks guys! you guys really surprised me..25th September is one of my happiest day in this year...I will remember it..

The ARchi-Ball

Well...like usual.....I'm too busy to upload the blog.....here is the Archi-Ball that I went few weeks ago......ooh..yeah, the theme was Bollywood Night..what a crazy night...we went to shop at the only 24 hrs department store in Launceston - K-Mart in the middle of the night...