Well I've been away for awhile....its time for me to re-activate the blog again...

Micro housing..my favourites and specialty field...

Imagine

I like this song very much until I could repeat it for whole days...

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Penang again....

I went to Penang fot the past few days....oh yeah I'm back to M'sia for those that hasnt know...hehee. The trip was great, I havent been to travel with the childhood friends for some time. Good sun, nice view, pretty girl and tasty food were all the ingredients of this wonderful trip.....too bad some people just couldnt join us.....pity them, missed all the good time....haaa

Bye bye 4th year

Congratulation to the 5th year senior who've just finished their final presentation...you guys are graduate architect now and its my turn to think what should I undertake for my dissertation. Next year will be my final year in uni, hopefully everything could be proceeded smoothly. Sometimes I couldnt believe that I have been studying architecture for 5 years. I think my secondary school teacher would never expect that a rebellious student like me would become an architect...

I feel much more better now..actually it's nothing important...I just feel a bit embarassed for being so emo, that's all. she's still my good friend and I'll be more happy in this way I think.....life is full of up and down, I'll make it through...

My first....

When Jenny gone...I could hardly feel the pain on my chest, actually I couldnt feel anything at that time other than the feeling of dying. My mind was blank and my body was souless. I still remember the last word she said to me. I was holding her left hand and it was very cold. She was asking me wheather she looks terrible, I told her she was the most beautiful girl that I've ever seen. I kissed her on her hand and begged her to be tough...She was too weak to talk so I moved my head closely to her lips so that I can clearly hear what she said. She said to me :" I love you zhu zhu, you have to be brave, promise me.." "I love you too bibi, I promise.." I replied her. She then kissed me on my cheek and tears were dropping from her eyes..after that she said sorry and thank you to her parents and her sister. I wanted to hug her but the doctors and nurses don't allow me to...so I held her hand until her last breath...

I was 18, and I'm 24 now..we were together for 3 months...

Thanks Sk, Ck, Kum, Sean and Jien Tink for accompanying me in that difficult period..you guys are really great..

too bad I was dumped by girls twice after that....when I was 20 and 21...none of the relationships could last more than 3 months. There were few girls that I've fallen in love after that but none of them worked out as well. The pain on my chest this time was the worst compared to before...maybe because in the past few years I didn't allow myself to fall in love easily, so this time I have given too much probably??

.....I dun wanna talk......I just wanna be alone.......therefore I'll walk away....